It’s a good day!

Much better day, I quit beating myself up for a spell. I went to lunch with a friend, studied the menu before we went and tossed around which meal I would go with. I ended up doing the Shrimp Stir Fry, something I wouldn’t normally order but it was surprisingly good and I was totally satisfied. I did some time on the bike tonight and stayed well within my allocated calories today. I finally really told Sherman how I was beating myself up and hating myself for letting my weight take control of my life. He has tears as we talked about it, well we both did. He said you know I know the feeling, that is how I lost the 65 pounds years ago, feeling just like that. He said he would be more supportive and this was a good time for him to get healthier too.

Turning Point was a good day, whenever I get to go into programs and chat with them it’s a good day. I love being able to help in some way while they are on the ground helping people in need. It’s my part back to society for letting me survive my baggage and being blessed with a great therapist that really helped me get through it all. Not a job I could do but appreciate those that can.

And oh my Posh life. I got these great gifts to give my team and will be here any day and love being able to spoil them. They so deserve it for hanging in there while I learn and made mistakes. (who doesn’t uh?) We are looking forward to a new catalog launch of our spring line on the 26th, so excited to see what is coming soon and sharing with all my friends, family and customers. If  you are ever interested please drop me a line, I’d love to share some samples with you! Thank you for the good juju and hanging in there while I continue to be a hot mess! xoxo



My First Blog

Today is the first day of giving this blog a try, I’m sure I’ll learn more as I go along but wanted to get started. This week has been something. I had decided to do weight loss surgery and have been going through all the required tests. Pre Diabetes, Pre Cancerous. I feel so blessed that I decided to go for the surgery. They tell me the goal is to lose 79 pounds. I’m super excited! Super scary week of what if I didn’t start this process, what would have happened.

I earned a trip to Punta Cana from Perfectly Posh and pushing hard to take the husband as well, but it’s a bit of a hard time to get enough points to take him but I won’t stop trying at least. I’ll try to write in here at least once a week.

And of course then I have my other job of Supervising Analyst, I told my boss yesterday that I earned my trip so now we have to have budgets done for nearly 40 programs done by the middle of March for Chief Review and then go to board. I keep thinking we can do it, we can do it and then I remember I’ve got two new staff to train on the software. Oh me oh my.